FEELING AWKWARD
I spent the morning making phone calls. The first one I made was to my eye doctor. I was asking about the cost of Lasik. I think if I worked overtime, I'd be able to make some substantial headway with the payments. I've been intrigued with Lasik ever since it first became available. I feel really glad that I allowed myself to be patient. Prices have come down a lot since my initial inquiry, so I'm definitely going to think about it more seriously now. Once I got that phone call out of the way, I started going down the list of friends I haven't contacted in awhile. One friend I was avoiding on purpose. The last time he and I talked I got my feelings hurt. I tried to hint that I liked him, but he was completely oblivious. I think if he was really interested I wouldn't have needed to try and be so obvious. Ever since then I've felt a little awkward when I talk to him and I'm sure that comes across during our conversations. He probably doesn't realize why I feel awkward but, like I said, I felt like I made an embarrassing display of my affection. I really thought we would've made a good match. It was disappointing that he didn't seem to get it. Maybe after the Lasik, he'll see me in a more romantic light. I can always hope!